shame on me… 

it is sad the man that you turned out to be… 

your mother would be so ashamed… 

assuming she was ever real to begin with… 

assuming anything ever was… 

too many lies to ever be able to sort through what was real and what wasn’t… 

all that mattered wasn’t real…  to you…  so none of the rest of it matters anyways… 

does it…

what’s really sad is that i still love you…

because i promised you i would…

and that meant something to me…

i honestly can’t believe that you had it inside of you to do what you did… 

i never thought you even capable… 

how wrong was i…

go heat.

i love you…

Happy Father’s Day…

I love you…

you’re a better man than you’ve treated me… 

i love you…

I miss you in my life…

We really are strong enough…

Don’t give up on us…

i love you…

kissing your forehead gently… 

i still love you more than anything…

Remembering our ‘fights’ tonight when we would push each others’ buttons until one of us would fake getting mad and pouting, and just laughing and loving so much… 

it was real…

and it was once-in-a-lifetime…

i love you…

i love you…

our ball was tonight… 

if you got to go, i hope that you had a wonderful night…

maybe you still are..

i just want you to be happy…

i love you…